5-2-2012

I am starting to ask myself why am I trying to write something sure seems like I have a boring life and nothing seems to change. I am looking forward to going back to work next month. Sure seems like life moves faster the older we get. I know I can’t do the things I used to and I get tired to easy. I have been fighting depression the past few days and have this hopeless feeling and I don’t know where it is coming from. Unless you know me very well I don’t think you would have any idea. Jan, is able to pick up on it and I am trying to keep as busy as I can doing things so I won’t be depressed. Oh well I will just keep trying.