Here I am again sleepless night thinking about the next chemo treatment. So tired yet my mind cannot get away from this next treatment. They are so hard and I would like to run away. But running away would only make things worse and would not solve the problem, something I know and fully understand. I am so thankful that this will only be six days the two days does make a difference. Also I love being home with Jan and the love and support she gives me. The hospital time is a lonely time and it plays with your mind. The staff does the best to make you comfortable and I am so thankful to nurses who have a sense of humor and know how to tease and take it back. The laughs that come from this truly help.
I don’t want to forget to mention how tired I was yesterday and then how blessed I was at the same time. I used to be the one to clean the home and how blessed we were to have two great couples leading the charge in coming to our home to clean it. I was amazed at how dirty it was before and how nice and fresh the house was after they had cleaned it and brought dinner over. Jan had Parent and Teachers Conference last night and again tonight so she does not get home until late. The first thing she mention as she walked into the house was how nice it smells in the house and how everything was so shinning. Duh I guess Dale sure knows how to make a mess while she is gone.
Again, I want to thank everyone for their love and support and the visitors I had yesterday. They give me the support and strength to move forward and hope when this becomes such an overwhelming task I admire all who have gone through it and can support and understand those who chose not to do it. My many thanks to all you good people who support both Jan and I and my two children Lisa and Brian.
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