Well another day has come and gone and I am still a home bound person. I am so sick and tired of being sick and tired. The past two days things have started to change I can tell I am getting weaker again and this is a concern to me. I don’t know what is going on with my body but do know that I miss doing things I used to do. I often wonder how much longer this will go on and if I will have the energy and health to make it until August 15, 2012 when if all goes well I will get another new lease on life.
All the rest I am getting does help and I am very weak. I love my family and friends and all those who sustain me and give me hope and the desire to carry on. There are so many things I need to get done first of which is my personal history. There is a part of it I don’t want to talk or write about but I know I will need to get started on this part of it if I am going to move forward. It is the ugliest part of my life and I think that is the reason I don’t want to go back and visit it. I just need to man up and face it just like all the things that are hard once you have done it as you look back it was not all that bad.
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