This is another day and I am glad to be home, did not sleep very well with everything that is on my mind. This journey although it is about 14 months long seems like an eternity. I would never in my wildest dreams understand all that is involved; I knew I was in a fight but not a fight for my life like I am. This past week I learned some new things about this disease and how hard it is working to take my life and how hard I am trying to overcome and return to health.
I do miss being able to go to work, to mow the lawn and take care of domestic chores. I miss being able to serve others and to walk around confident and feeling okay that life is good and I don’t have too much to worry about. Well then one day it changes and I am still in denial and now this last week it truly set in. I almost wanted to give up on Monday and I am doing my best to change that and to stay in the fight it should be worth it.
I was given extra strength yesterday with three good friends came over to visit and I love them we all have some struggle in our lives and at the same time we care about others where would I be without them. My friends give me hope and faith that it is all worth it. I am constantly tired but working hard to make it through each day.
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