This has been another tuff night, I am not feeling better and the pain is still there now I have a new complication I started passing blood through my urinary track. I am afraid my white blood cells will take a hit and I won’t be able to provide my stem cells as a result. I am quite discouraged today and have not been able to sleep all night dealing with the pain and the issue of passing blood. My emotional well-being is starting to take a hit also. I am so thankful for all the support I have and those that keep showing support without it I don’t know where I would be. I don’t truly know how to face book and that I something I am going to work on later today if I get a chance. I don’t know what they are going to do with me today I am afraid my labs will not be anywhere close to where they need to be. I know I was to start chemo again next week, I think this will be pushed back also. This is a much longer and harder journey than I thought it would be. I get lots of rest sitting around but not much sleep. I am on a mild mood enhancer in hopes this will help my emotional health. I love my wife Jan and all the support she is providing and my two children Lisa and Brian not to include those who support Jan and I at work and in the neighborhood.
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