It is hard to believe that tomorrow I start another eight days of chemo. I don’t know if I am ready for it or not. It sure takes a toll on a person’s body. I am so weak as it is I just wonder what I will be like in another nine days. I admit I have a great deal of fear about this next round of treatment it is eight days of non-stop chemo. There are so many times I just want to quit and let nature run its course. I knew going into to this that once I signed up it would be a road of no return. If I don’t do it things will not improve and by doing it I will continue to weaken myself. At times this just does not seem like a win win situation. I have faith in the doctors and staff at the Huntsman Cancer Hospital. I also have so many people in the fight with me co-workers those who work with Jan and two of my children Lisa and Brian. I need to do all I can to win this war and each battle I come in contact with. I have survived two battles of treatment and I am still here I must continue to do it I cannot let my family and good friends down. Dave Harrison has been of such great support I don’t want to let him down he has done so much for me and carried me though one of the toughest battles so far. Well I won’t be blogging after today for at least another nine days. Wish me well the first four hours of this round of schedule A treatment is the very worst.
I love My-Dale.
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